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i am SORRY:(:(

I AM SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~~~

Im sorry for all the things ive done

Im sorry for what i have become

Im sorry for the way i call you names

Im sorry because without you im not the same

Im sorry for the way i told you lies

Im sorry for all the times i made you cry

Most of all im sorry for not saying i care

Im sorry for never being there

Im sorry for never telling you that i love you

Im sorry that your gone and im full of tears

Im sorry for treating you like crap for all those years

i hurt someone coz of my blog post.nothin much to say.i am sorry if u betul-betul terasa dgn my writing.i didn't aspect it will menimbulkan perasaan sakit hati to him.dah!!i dun want it to become complicated.so i am here amik jalan tengah n say i am reallllllllyyyyyyy sorry..but wutever it is i still have my own right to choose everything n anything in my life kan.hope people will respect the only that..i dun wanna make a fight with u..i really mean it.im happy to be fren with u.i xnak bcoz of this small matter we'll end the friendship.i told u what i shud tell u n hope sgt u terima semua tu dgn tenang..ok..tcre..im damn tired n i really under pressure now.nothin much to say.will continue my post next time.

LoVE iS cInTA

Just reached home n now dah 2 am...aku check blog then baca sume komen2 yg diberi both bilas..bukak blog kudud die pn tgh sebok mengaktifkan diri pasal bab2 cintan cinton ni..hahaha then baca komen jas..sgt bersungguh2 apa yang dikatakan oleh beliau..here is her comment;


LOVE is a feelings that have no words that can be used to describe it. When u love that person, you really care, you want to be there for the person, you need the person to live your days, you will help everything that you could for the person, you sacrifice absolutely everything to make it right for that person. The butterflies in the stomach is not one of the signs of u in love. Is the excitement of the presence of the person u love in you. The beautiful memories between u and that person give all sorts of mixed feelings. Sometimes you will feel nervous, sweaty palms, racing heartbeats, excited, feel just want to jump around to shake all the tingling feelings in you. Yes, thats the feelings of being in love. But real love is more than that. When you know that the person is your true love, you just know. Your heart will tell you and believe me, it does give you a lot more beautiful view bout life and happiness. Crush and infatuation is just.. attraction that can be developed deeper into falling in love. Crush is started as eye candy .Love started when you realised you need that person so badly in your everydays. As far as i concern, I did fall in love, but i havent found my true love. True love is hard to find coz its eternal and THE ONE :)

DAN....pada saat ini aku teringat kat seseorang yg x pernah terlintas langsung dlm kepala otak aku selama ini....oowwww shit!!! apakah yg sedang berlaku..siapakah manusia ini pada aku..uwaaaaaaa...DAMMIT!!!

pada pendapat aku pulak LOVE adalah perasaan yg unpredictable,u can't adjust to hate people that u love.love will come when u care a lot for that person..u amik tau what he did n wut he will do the next day.aku setuju dgn jas..true love is hard to find.when we r in a relationship we might think he is our true love but true love is not simple n easy like that.it may happen to sumbody but bilangan yg jumpe true love in 1st relationship sgt susah..syukur kalau ade.. mcm 1 of my friend(x boleh appear nama kang aku mati kena rejam..haha)love make u crazy if u x pandai nak handle ur feeling coz love come without morning alarm,school bell or bla3..it comes indirectly..when u fall in love u will feel u own the world,u think that the relationship will last forever.LOVE is not like build a friendship..serious!!i rather have a friend than a boyfriend now..handle a relationship n our partner especially is terribly hard!!LOVE is more than romance.it's ok to have chocolate n roses as your friend when u r in love but for me love is still totally about COMMITMENT..pada aku la,buat ape bercinta gila gaban kalau sorang pun antara both partners x penah nak pikir pasal your future..mmg it still a long journey to talk about marriage but when u r atleast 20years old u should think that way.it take couple years to understand our partner..alhamdulillah kalau u can make it in 2 years..but how about if u still x faham die after 3 or four years?(kalau aku dh betaun2 x bole nk paham gak better cabut..wat sakit kepala je..haha)pada aku LOVE is a COMMITMENT n FALL IN LOVE is FALL IN COMMITMENT..pada aku x akan ada yang berubah kalau kita tak berusaha untuk dapatkan apa yang kita nak dan kita x penah memberi sinar baru pada orang lain..LOVE adalah perkara yg sgt kompleks yang x akan ada penghujungnya n aku cuba smpaikan perkara ini dengan kematangan.I DARE U TO FALL IN LOVE!!!!hahaha


Sampai menutup Mata

Embun di pagi buta
Menebarkan bau asa
Detik demi detik ku hitung
Inikah saat ku pergi
Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
Berikanlah aku hidup
Takkan ku sakiti dia
Hukum aku bila terjadi
Aku tak mudah untuk mencintai
Aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
Aku tak mudah mengatakan
Aku jatuh cinta
Senandungku hanya untuk cinta
Tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
Tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
Sampai ku menutup mata
Cintaku sampai ku menutup mata
Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
Berikanlah aku hidup
Takkan ku sakiti dia
Hukum aku bila terjadi

"Just because you know someone doesn’t mean you love them, and just because you don’t know people doesn’t mean you can’t love them. You can fall in love with a complete stranger in a heartbeat, if God planned that route for you. So open your heart to strangers more often. You never know when God will throw that pass at you."

"RENUNG-RENUNGKANLAH" lalalalalaaaaaa~

hEpy 20th birthday NS!!!

Untuk membuktikan kepada DIA yang KAU selalu DIHATIKU.....










HaPPY 20th bIrtHdaY BilaAAAAA~~~!!!!


Each year your ...

Each year your birthday reminds me
That I really want to say
I’m very glad I know you;
On your birthday,
I wish for you the fulfillment
of all your fondest dreams.
I hope that for every candle on your cake
you get a wonderful surprise.
I wish for you that
whatever you want most in life,
it comes to you,
just the way you imagined it,or better.
I hope you get as much pleasure
from our friendship as I do.
I wish we were sisters,
so I could have known you
from the beginning.
I look forward to enjoying our friendship
for many more of your birthdays.
I'm so glad you were born,
because you brighten my life
and fill it with joy.

To my sayang nabila sa'at aka kudud ever..hepy belated birthday on 21st nov..sorry coz aku selalu jadi org terakhir wish ko..n ko kena ingat ayat aku yang ni..'aku suka jd org last sbb aku tau x akan ade org lain after aku' haha..babeee...i love u so much much!!! u r my shoulder to lean on..my fren when im hor.....ny..hahaha(ye la ble tgk ko life trs ilang selera kn..dlm fon je la bru ade nafsu..haha) part ni under age xleh tau..haha babe,ko la spirit aku,strength aku,semangat aku..walaupun ko sgt kejam bila buat keputusan tp aku tau ape yg ko buat tu untuk kebaikan ak..uwaaa..thnx a lot..!!semoga ko success dlm hdp ko..supaya kita bakal jadi engineer bersama2..aku kangennn bangettt sama lo!!!!!kapan mau pulang....?????!!!


A.K.U + S.A.Y.A.N.G + K.A.M.U + K.U.D.U.D!!!!!!!!!!!!

"my MR RIGHT guy"

Oleh kerana bila kudud letak "my mr. right guy" as her new post aku pn nak jugak kepo2 pasal bendalah ni..huhu cex!xnak kalah..pasnih suh jass plak follow ngn story camnih..i learn from sumone couple days ago bout dis stuff n wut he said really touch me..love is not just about heart n feeling but it is about a commitment u willing to hold together with sincerity.meaning of love ni akan sgt berbeza n sgt matang pada pandangan org yg lebih dewasa n he prooved me that.he is mature enuf to share this stuff with me..really appreciate u zach.

aku nak carik "mr. right guy" yanggggggggggg.......

1.tak pakai ape2 kenderaan;moto ke kete ke,superbike,lori,bulldozer,kren n spe2 aje..die guna public transport jekk(spya die tau cmne hdp ssh sblm hdp sng..hoho)

2.die pkai bju bundle,suar brand cam ayam,kasut made in petaling street(spya die x belagak dgn pakaian die tp die bangga dgn ape yg die ade..yehhh poyo cam kambing jerkk aku nihh aku sdri gile brand..haha aku xpe..aku tau limit aku kt mane..lala~)

3.die bukan lagi tinggi education nye dr aku..x kesa pun kalo die bongok sket dr aku asalkan die tau cmne nk idop(most guys skang blaja tinggi2 pn sesengal amat gak..haha)btl ke statement yg aku buat nih...bkn ke aku ni gile dgn mamat intelligent,brilliant n bla3 sume..arghh.persetankan..

4.die bkn berada dlam golongan yg skema...aku mmg xle bla bebb..haha die mstila segila gaban mcm aku tp sopan..uhhhh???ade ke org cmni...aku ni sewel tp x sopan..haha

5.die guna duit spuluh ringgit je sehari..(aku nk carik laki yg berjimat so kne train dr awal la kn..hehe)

6.die mesti seorang manusia yg down to earth!!!yeaaa..aku memerlukan kriteria ini..!!!

7.die bukan kaki sume2 kaki2 yg ade..kaki pompuan..kaki botol..kaki pukul..kaki ayam..euuuwwww hahahaha

8.die bkn laki yg sweeet cam nana(nti susa nk jaga)..plaaaaygirll cam jass(jas msti mrh ngn statement nih..haha),gile laki hensem mcm kudud..kelam kabut macam sihin(pehhh serabot idup aku..haha)..x phm ekk???opposite kan la sume ni jd laki..haha

9.die mesti pandai jaga anak!!!hahaha ape tah aku mengarot nih..tp serius shitttt kena cari laki yg pndai jaga anak!!!hahaha

10.M+A+L+A+Y+S+I+A+N lol~

apakah yg cuba aku ketengahkan sebenarnya?aku pun keep thinking..haha main thing is aku nak lelaki yang sederhana in every aspect..bak kata balak jas..sederhana dalam semua perkara..hoho siapakah anda doesn't mean anything dlm hdp if kita tak membahagiakan org lain..sekian time kasih..lalalalala~

PeLiK taHaP maKsImA!!!!

Aku semakin hari semakin pelik dengan mamat nih...sgt mengganggu hidup ak..ok fine mmg we exchanged our number sume..ak knl die pn kt ym..kitorang baek pn sbb die graduate course lebey kurang ngn aku n now die keje with telekom,keje2 die wat pn lebey kurang mcm ape yg aku blaja.so ak sgt suke BERKAWAN dgn die..sbb ak kn boley la dikategorikan sbg seorang budak yg malas nk baca teori2 nih..so ngn die ak just listen so lg sng nk masuk kn..tp yg ak peningggggg smpai skang nih die ni sgt menaruh harapan,impian n bla..bla..bla..kt ak..huh!!gile keppa...!!!ak xde hati pn kt die....!!!ak sgt risau bila dpt msg dr die..die mmg mat lawak la tp ak xleh trime pn lawak die sbb ak xde speacial feeling kt die pn...jht ke ak nihh??i dun think sooo...

1 of his msg btl2 buat ak tergamam jap..meyampah pn aderrr..haha here it is:

"babe,i xleh tdo ar.ntah ar..kalu bgtau kt u nape xleh tdo,msti u x caye.kalu u nk tau i tingat kt u jek mlm ni.ntah nape?org ckp ni sbb angau,angau kt u gamaknyer..plik ek..x penah jmpe pn leh jth hti?x phm bab2 ni.nk tau npe i mnt kt u,coz u sporting,leh bt i gelak,sll hepi,etc..k ar,i ngaku i dh jth hti kt u.tibe2 jek psan tu dtg.myb i buat u xnk bkwan ngn i tp i ckp jjr.xleh nk selindung lg bnde ni.rse malu ble luahkn bnde ni kt u.mmg x pnh jmpe tp u buat i hepy jek sllu.jgn sbb ni kte dh xleh kwn.i syg u.jge dri bebaik.."

byk lg la msg2 yg die bg tp sume ak dh delete..n ak x penah rep pn msg die!!satu pn x penah!!ak jadik takooottttt sgttt..haha
these are the reasons y i cant accept him :

1.hati aku dh jadi batu laaa!!
2.ak dh serik nk kapel witout jmpe nihhh..serik amattt!!!dh mcm nightmare dlm hdp aku..
3.ak xnk komitmen sbb ak still penat dgn ape yg ak dh rasa
4.i put a litte..little.. hope kt arizona aka arie (aku tau sgt susa utk kitorang sbb die non muslim bt...we think we r suit to be together..haha perasan kitorang je laaa...)
5.ak dh nk blaja so ak xnak sebarang gangguan emosi
6.i promise to sumone i'll choose the best this time otherwise i have to be with himm(owh my god..im wishing to be with u la moronnn!!!!haha gatal gilerrr..to dat him..u x payahla pening2 pk pasal nk kawin..tgu i jerrkkk..akan ku dtg ke pangkuan mu..muahahahaha
7.aku bkn jenis senang nk tinggalkan org...even buat salah berguni2 pn aku still leh accept..mcm dat bloody &%@#! HIM!! tgu la aku jadik keras ati sikitttt..hehe
8.aku ade masa yg sgtttt byk utk kwn2 aku..haha
9.just me myself rule my life..hahaha
10.korang x rase kapel ni membebankan ke???semakkkk laaaaaa....lala~

SAD?NopE~hAPPy??oso NOT..argghhhhh!!

I can’t create a mountain, or catch the setting sun
Or stop the snow from melting when Springtime has begun
I can’t produce an acorn, hold moonlight in my hand
Or stop the rivers rising and flooding all the land
I cannot form a crystal, I can’t turn back the clock
I cannot make a seashell or the diamonds in a rock
I can’t prevent an earthquake, hold back the breaking dawn
Or see a far off galaxy, or a new star being born
Can’t stop people fighting in a place so far away
Or stop the children starving, or make a rainbow stay
I can’t design a valley, or still a stormy sky
I can’t do very much it seems, a mortal such as I
I can only sit and wonder, why we are really here
The people gone before us, who must have shed a tear
So many puzzling questions, I sometimes feel quite tired
Then suddenly in the silence, I feel I’ve been inspired
It’s in the hands of spirit
It has been from the start
In the quiet meditation, in the stillness of my heart



i feel down like hell now..arghh!!wuts the fucking wrong with me..:( i enjoy my time here at home..hard to translate this feeling..wurghhh!!! wut happen to me!!! dah lama x hve fun outside dgn kaki2 lepak nih..huhu dh x reti2 lg nk balik kwn2 ku sekaliannnnn....?????haha

-:( i miss my bunch of fren for lepaking sessions..haha (saat ngn nana jek x abes2 exam lagik..leceh tol..huhu)

-:( i miss my little babes so much much..kakak,adik n iman..almost a month dh x amik diorang..pe kaba la diorang..uwaaa...rindunyaaaaaaaaa~

-:( suddenly i miss uncle n anty a lot..(parent my ex) miss those time sharing ideas same2..lame gak aku x tnye kaba diorang smpai yana(adik ex aku) ckp ibu(ibu ni anty laa) kecik ati kt aku..argghhh!!rase bersalaahhhhh sgttt..

-:( n now i feel like crying..bnyk gak aku buat salah dlm hidup ni..tertekan la skang..xtau laa..nk kate ade org pressure aku xde pn..the feeling suddenly come..

i shud stop now....tekanan dah thp maksimaaaa....feeling damn downnnnn...shitttt!!!!

DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aku benci die!!!
Buang aku mcm sampah tibe2 carik aku balik..nk kwn la konon nya!!
Aku plak termakan ngn citer2 bodoh die tuh!!pehh..sialan nye jantan..!!

~cInTA iTu KadAng-KadaNG tIaDa LogiKa~

CINTA VERSUS SUKA?????

Aku nak korang jawab soalan ni dengan sejujur2 nya..plishhh..(esp lalink2 yg dh berkali2 tuka pasangan tuh..jwb2..!! sepatutnye ade org terase..sape ek..meh ngaku meh..haha)ayat2 ni skema sikit..aku xtau nak oter gimana..hukhuk

IF WE LOVE SUMONE and IF WE LIKE SUMONE

Di hadapan orang yang kita cintai,hati kita akan berdegup kencang
Tapi di hadapan orang yang kita suka, hati kita gembira..

Jika kita lihat dalam mata orang yang kita cintai, kita akan kaku
Tapi jika kita melihat ke dalam mata orang yang kita suka, kita akan tersenyum..

Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, lidah kita kelu untuk berkata2
Tapi di hadapan orang yang kita suka, kita bebas untuk berkata2..

Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta kita akan menjadi malu
Tapi di hadapan orang yang kita suka, kita akan tunjukkan diri kita yang sebenar..

Kita tidak boleh merenung mata orang yang kita cintai
Tapi kita selalu merenung mata orang yang kita suka..

Bila orang yang kita suka menangis, kita akan turut menangis
Tapi bila orang yang kita suka menangis kita akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk membuat dia gembira..

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, musim sentiasa berbunga2
Tapi di depan orang yang kita suka, musim itu cuma berangin sahaja

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, kita takut untuk berterus terang kerana bimbang hatinya akan terguris
Tapi di hadapan orang yang kita suka, kita terlalu mudah untuk berterus terang kerana itulah cara terbaik untuk menjaga keharmonian perhubungan kamu dengan si dia..

Perasaan cinta bermula dari mata
Perasaan suka bermula dari telinga


Jiwang!!Jiwang!!Jiwang giler!!aku kah ini..uwaaa~~~!!! Kalau la sume orang bercinta camnih mmg sume org tak bertuka ganti la pasangan diorang..haha korang jawab dulu baru aku jawab!!!hahaha~ sesape pn nk jwb..jwb laa..i need ur answer..hukhuk dah kenape ngn aku nih..tibe2 buat banci plak..hehe :-p

IM BACK!!!!

Hi again! I have arrived batu pahat for almost 6 hours(tiba kul 7.30pm td). Sampai2 je trs gi umah tokmik sbb aku carik kunci umah x jumpe..(mama ckp letak kat hanger tp aku dh suluh2 pkai lampu hp x nmpk pn..adehh!! mama n papa lak x balik2 lagi dr kluang..adoidoi..) kul 8 camtu aku balik umah,dinner nasi minyak papa bawak balik dr umah papa din..yummy~yummy~sangat menyelerakan..haha aku borak2 la ngn mama..biase la mama mmg slalu excited nak tau ape yg telah aku buat sume..tp certain part je la aku citer..hehe

Gossip2 with mama begin with aku nye conversation ngan aku nye Head Of Faculty.(untuk graduate aku kena mintak cop n signature dr mcm2 org including admission,library,hostel,finance,co-ordinator n physocotic Head of Faculty aku!!) Head Of Faculty aku ni sangat negative thinking ok!!aku x tau ape masalah die smpai he thinked that way..sangat annoying n sangat irritating!! Biase la masuk bilik die aku ditanya mcm2 soalan;tnye study mane..nk amik ape..aku pn cakapla aku nak further course aku balik n aku gtau die im applying MMU January Intake. Jawapan yg kluar dari mulut die amat memeranjatkan n aku mula dah menyampah nak dengar die cakap ape.. He started his words like this;boleh ke nak blaja kat MMU tu?BI awak ok ke?nanti habiskan duit mak bapak je..he added lg tu..saya sendiri pn x bole buat soalan Theory Circuit MMU punye..lagi la awak..WTF!!! I dun believe I met this kind of person at this level of education!!Cummon..!!!u r a lecturer and u shud give me support wut!!bukan dengan cara meng’underestimate’ orang camni..sangat menjengkelkan..tapi sebab aku berurusan secara professional dengan die so aku pn kena la bertindak secara professional...all I did is SMILE n layankan je ape yg die ckp..huhu I told this to papa n papa replied like this;sebab die pn bodoh la tu..haha(papa mmg sangat bengang kalo ade unsur2 atau anasir2 yg bole menghilangkan semangat aku nak blaja..i love papa bout it!!)

Next story is about my past(my ex I mean). Not really bout him larr tapi die dh jadik watak plak dlm citer ni..hukhuk time aku nak mintak sign kat hostel obviously mmg aku kena la pegi hostel kan..(aku malas nk jejakkan kaki kat hostel tu sbb aku malas nk terjumpa ngn bini ex aku..sorry la aku xnk mention nama die..huhu) tp nk wat cmne kan..dh aku kne settle hal aku..xkan sebab die hal aku x settle plak..banyak cantik..!! aku baru je naik tangga nk gi pejabat hostel aku dah dengar suara makcik guard panggil aku(makcik guard ni mmg sgt rapat ngan aku)…ekh..RABITAH…aku pn senyum je la(konon2 malu la..haha) borak2 ngn die…bagai nk keluar usus perut aku gelak sakan ngn makcik guard tuh(adela citer nye xleh gtau..hehe) makcik tu mmg rawk..sangat sempoi n sangat kotor otaknye..haha tgh aku borak2 sakan ngan makcik tuh aku ternampak plak ex aku..adoi..(aku tgh nk betulkan kasut aku.aku tolehla blakang..ternampak la plak..adoi..kusut2..)tu ok lagi..pastuh aku toleh depan balik ternampak bini die plak..cis!!aku trs ckp kt makcik tu..makciiikkk…ntila kite sambung..aku trs masuk pejabat hostel..(aku mmg xnk jumpe die la..dr aku tikam2 die sampai lunyai baik aku ngelak jumpe die..haha ayat nak canggih je..:-p)

Bla dari hostel aku jumpe deris plak(collegemate aku;aku sgt terpegun 1st time dengar die nyanyi..sgt best!!) kitorang nak gi makan tp aku ckp kat deris nti la dulu sbb aku baru nmpak ex aku..aku xnak terserempak ngn die kat luar plak..aku pn lepak kt cc kolej jap bukak mespes.tibe2 nmpak yana(adik ex aku) online..aku komen2 x rep aku msg hp die cakap die otw balik umah(sape tah yg pkai akaun die..pelik..pelik..huhu) so aku selamat skang!!aku bole kuar dari kolej!!mamat tu mestila dah balik kan sbb ayh yana pkai kete amik yana..amin…!!!kejap pastu deris pn call..die cakap die tunggu kat nadia(nama warong kat dpn kolej aku)..aku ingat die sorang..rupenye ramai..ade akim,ford n pakcak(sume ni collegemates gak) lepak2 jap makan2,borak2 pastuh aku balik ngn deris..aku gi the mall ngn deris(die nk nek ktm kat situ aku plak gi shopping..hehe) n yg lain cabut nek motor..huhu

Pastuh citer pasal MUET aku plak..aku habiskan 3 lagi paper tadi(sabtu/3nov07) paragraph n writing aku xde masalah sgt tp ble tiba part listening aku dh mula nyampah..!!sangat menyampah ok!!org tu ckp BRITISH English..slame ni aku blaja American English..DAMMIT!! ade certain2 part yg aku x paham pn ape die ckp..aku mcm dgr die mumbling je..perghh!!mmg menduga keimanan..!!! aku tensyen takat tu je laa..pas kua dewan aku dah gelak2 balik..hehe aku wani n man tumpang nadia(sume ni classmate aku) gi KLCC.. smpai KLCC man gi wat hal die,aku berdua ngn wani je..kitorang dh lapa..!!lapa sgt..!!pg td x breakfast pn..mkn roti 2 pn kongsi 4 org sbb x sempat..aku mkn kat foodcourt(makan chicken rice) pastuh trs balik(aku gi pudu wani gi ofis die kat pwtc) aku amik bas kul 3.30pm..syukur ade bas!!sbb aku malas nk tunggu lame2 kat pudu yg sesak ngn orang tu..dh..abes dah cite pasal journey aku..(sesape yg tau aku buat ape kat KL tp aku x tulis kat sini tu phm2 je la ye;everything are private and confidential..hukhuk ~sealed~)now dah almost 1.30am n aku dah ngantuk amat..nite2 everyone!!muaccxxx!!

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NGANTOK...NGANTOK...MISS BP A LOT..HAK HAK HAK

dush..!!dush..!!!dush..!!!!

November is begin and im still here facing my laptop doing stuff yg ngarot2..huhu(bukan blue la…I mean buat benda yg bukan pasal blaja) nothing much yang aku buat 2,3 hari nih..bgn pn dh lmbt..tiap2 hari mama je la jadi peneman setia aku nk borak2..yeah~I spent all my days with mama n we become even closer..(no wonder la mama mcm nk xnk je bagi je aku lepak kl lame2..hehe) aku dah bape hari x gi umah tokmik..(aku gi smlm ngn mama;I mean lepak2 ngn papa yus+anty nora n abang smpai late nite..time pose bole dikatakan almost everyday aku gi umah tokmik lepak2 n borak2 ngn diorang..aku la penanti yg setia sbb diorang gi smayang terawih kan..dlm kul 9.30 camtuh bru diorang balik..hukhuk aku..??ehehehe aku kecik lagi kot..hahahaha) tadi baru aku gi umah tokmik..tu pun aku baru sampai sihin call suh aku balik online YM skang..hukhuk mmg x dpt la nk tunaikan hajat ko(even aku sangat rugi sebab all babes tgh conference) sbb mama tgh guna laptop:-) xde sape sgt pn kat umah tokmik..abang n papa yus kua ngn papa gi marhaban..so aku bosan2 kacau ayep(adik my twin cuzzy) mkn maggi..sangat jahat budak nih..nak elak dari aku kacau makanan die smpai die sorokkan pinggan kat bawah meja dapur..dush3!! hahaha aku mmg cmnih laa..mmg sgt sewel bile dgn femly n kwn2 aku..

Pastuh aku balik umah ngn along..(cuzzy aku) budak ni la yg slalu teman aku balik umah..(aku penakut ok..sume femly aku tau tu..haha) borak2 la dgn die otw balik umah tu..die cite la pasal membe die hutang die n kawan2 sampai total empat ribu..aduh budak2 skang..!!big amount tu untuk budak2 umo 14 thn..aku dengar2 camtuh je..masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri..x amik port sangat..tp bile dh smpai umah ni aku keep wondering plak..haaiissshhh…!!

Tadi aku oter2 aku nye blog sbb aku tersalah tulis name UTM..(nana plak gi psiko2 bila s pasal aku salah tulis..ngex nye nana!!huhu)it should be Universiti Teknologi Malaysia but I wrote Universiti Teknologi Mara..adeh!! dh siap2 edit aku layan citer KL Menjerit lak kat Astro..aku pn xtau nape aku tgk cite ni lg..tp cam best je..pasal cintan2..hukhuk dh sedap2 tgk citer tu tetibe aku teringat plak bende yg patut aku buat tp aku keep tangguh2 je..before mama masuk tido td pn mama dh ingatkan aku;abit..jgn lupa surat tu..buat cepat..tinggal esok je..aku pn reply; ye2..pasnih2..pas buat blog nih..huhu (aku mmg suke tangguh2 keje la..n aku mmg last minute person..hehe) surat nih aku kena buat sbb nak amik transkrip kat kolej..transkrip sebenar kolej bagi time graduate je.yg boleh aku mintak transkrip sementara tu pun kena bagi formal letter sume..banyak cekadak la kolej nih..leceh..!!

Cite pasal aku nk sambung blaja ni banyak tragedy nye..n I should blame everything to maself..!!arghh..!!!kadang2 aku nk marah gk kat diri sdri sbb slalu endah x endah je ngn benda yg patut aku utamakan..the shit begin with..ak terlepas permohonan nk sambung biasiswa aku untuk sambung degree..damn!! borang tu kluar time aku praktikal lagi..aku betul2 x amik port time tuh..(i wasted my time with the fucking love stories..!!arghh!!!damn!!shit!!) so skang aku kena handle sume ni by myself!! Perghh!!benci2!! xpela,dh xde rezeki n big lesson gak untuk aku…org malas slalu rugi..ahaha bagi la peluang kat org len plak..kang dah start study mohon la balik..mintak2 la dapat..aminn..kalo x dapat pun loan still ade..FAMA pn ade..ahahaha

Aku nak sambung study dalam field yang sama gak which is electric and electronic..tp major nye aku still kena pilih..xtau la dapat yg mane..

So,my choices are :

( 1 ) Bachelor Degree (Hons) Electric and Electronic major in Telecommunications Engineering

( 2 ) Bachelor Degree (Hons) Electric and Electronic major in Optical Engineering

( 3 ) Bachelor Degree (Hons) Electric and Electronic major in Microwave and Communication Engineering

I’ve checked with my college bout the transfer credit..even just 21 credit hour je yang bole transfer aku ttp bersyukur..first sbb x payah sit for the same paper lagi n second reason is leh decrease total fee..huhu (nti balance wit leh wat shopping..haha)

Mata aku dah ngantok n aku still lum buat lagi surat nk amik transkrip..aduhai..malasnyer..!!nasib nk mintak duit kat parents aku x kena bagi surat camnih..haha ok la lalink2 sekalian..i stop here first..will continue bila aku ade mood nak tulis lagi nanti..daa~~ muax!!!