SAD?NopE~hAPPy??oso NOT..argghhhhh!!

I can’t create a mountain, or catch the setting sun
Or stop the snow from melting when Springtime has begun
I can’t produce an acorn, hold moonlight in my hand
Or stop the rivers rising and flooding all the land
I cannot form a crystal, I can’t turn back the clock
I cannot make a seashell or the diamonds in a rock
I can’t prevent an earthquake, hold back the breaking dawn
Or see a far off galaxy, or a new star being born
Can’t stop people fighting in a place so far away
Or stop the children starving, or make a rainbow stay
I can’t design a valley, or still a stormy sky
I can’t do very much it seems, a mortal such as I
I can only sit and wonder, why we are really here
The people gone before us, who must have shed a tear
So many puzzling questions, I sometimes feel quite tired
Then suddenly in the silence, I feel I’ve been inspired
It’s in the hands of spirit
It has been from the start
In the quiet meditation, in the stillness of my heart



i feel down like hell now..arghh!!wuts the fucking wrong with me..:( i enjoy my time here at home..hard to translate this feeling..wurghhh!!! wut happen to me!!! dah lama x hve fun outside dgn kaki2 lepak nih..huhu dh x reti2 lg nk balik kwn2 ku sekaliannnnn....?????haha

-:( i miss my bunch of fren for lepaking sessions..haha (saat ngn nana jek x abes2 exam lagik..leceh tol..huhu)

-:( i miss my little babes so much much..kakak,adik n iman..almost a month dh x amik diorang..pe kaba la diorang..uwaaa...rindunyaaaaaaaaa~

-:( suddenly i miss uncle n anty a lot..(parent my ex) miss those time sharing ideas same2..lame gak aku x tnye kaba diorang smpai yana(adik ex aku) ckp ibu(ibu ni anty laa) kecik ati kt aku..argghhh!!rase bersalaahhhhh sgttt..

-:( n now i feel like crying..bnyk gak aku buat salah dlm hidup ni..tertekan la skang..xtau laa..nk kate ade org pressure aku xde pn..the feeling suddenly come..

i shud stop now....tekanan dah thp maksimaaaa....feeling damn downnnnn...shitttt!!!!